SHOUT IT OUT:
For now I feel that I don't want to do anything yet. It's so hard when life is playing you around. You go and meet new people, you get to know them, get as close as you can, sacrifice your time and money, have different emotions, open up with them, admire them and court them. After these, what usually happen to me are problems suddenly intervene, you open up, fix your problem, then slowly you have to sacrifice your time being with her, slowly you loose contact and then without warning you have to leave and say good bye. All that you can talk about with her mostly are your past experiences with each other and what will happen to either of you in the future. You try to set dates where you can meet there are some who were able to meet but mostly if not postponed the date will be canceled anonymously.
And when things are about to get settled, when you have given everything already and moved on; she'll suddenly ask how are you through text, phone or online. And the next thing you know, that high feeling when you first met suddenly goes back.
HOT SEAT:
It's really good to hear from you again, it felt like I haven't talked to you for more than a year. See you next week
FINAL THOUGHT:
I hope I am wrong.
For now I feel that I don't want to do anything yet. It's so hard when life is playing you around. You go and meet new people, you get to know them, get as close as you can, sacrifice your time and money, have different emotions, open up with them, admire them and court them. After these, what usually happen to me are problems suddenly intervene, you open up, fix your problem, then slowly you have to sacrifice your time being with her, slowly you loose contact and then without warning you have to leave and say good bye. All that you can talk about with her mostly are your past experiences with each other and what will happen to either of you in the future. You try to set dates where you can meet there are some who were able to meet but mostly if not postponed the date will be canceled anonymously.
And when things are about to get settled, when you have given everything already and moved on; she'll suddenly ask how are you through text, phone or online. And the next thing you know, that high feeling when you first met suddenly goes back.
HOT SEAT:
It's really good to hear from you again, it felt like I haven't talked to you for more than a year. See you next week
FINAL THOUGHT:
I hope I am wrong.
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