Enthusiastic Week

Pang bawi sa mga stress ko, hehehe. . .

This is my best week so far sa University, particularly last Wednesday. First was that quiz on Trigo, it was easy. Even if I don't get a perfect score I am sure I'll get a high mark, God willing for me to get that A, hehehe parang akala mo nakapasa na ako ng midterms. Next was Algebra, akala ko may quiz mabuti na move ng Friday, so lusot nanaman. Next was Socio, wala yung prof pero may nangyari naman kahit papaano, second time ko na siya nakaka-usap and she asked for my CP number. Well may dahilan naman din kasi why she asked for it, but I got hers too anyway hehehe. Yep napatawa ko siya and stuff. I hope na maka-usap ko pa siya. Na-declare by 12pm na wala ng pasok, sakto 12 pa yung next class ko after ng socio and I have an hour free time. So right after socio, I was of to MDC again to get my HD form. I got the form and went to MOA with my friend to play ID4. 1:4 yung score ko pero okay lang, nakita ko si *****. Saya ko talaga, bihira lang toh mangyari sa akin pag may pasukan, except if it's my bday. Yung mga loko nag paparinig nanaman, hindi pa rin sila nagbabago, but WTF.

Thursday, may hang-over pa rin ako sa mga nangyari nung Wednesday, delayed aftershock hehehe. Lalo na nung nag quiz sa Theo, ang saya ko at nung naka gawa ako ng helicopter sa programming (what the heck). Bad trip nga lang nakatunganga ako from 1pm-3pm. Pero ang likot namin ng kaklase ko sa Chem, parang wala ng bukas kami kung tumawa. Hehehe ngayon ko lang appreciate yung Chem thanks to my prof sa lecture, she's really good.

Friday, tunaw nanaman ako sa kanya. Ang babaw ng mga rason ko kung bakit hehehe. Ayun, they reported half of there topic. Got our ECE shirt, basa pa yung print pero oks lang. Gusto ko sana sumali sa rally kung wala lang akong Drawing class eh. I really like our drawing class dun lumalabas yung pagka kulit namin ng mga katabi ko. Grabe galing talaga ng isang Civil Engineering Student na babae dyan, malinis din lagi yung work niya unlike us boys. There were three bad news at the end of the day nga lang. First was all of my friends were not able to get the ECE shirt kaya ayaw na nilang pumunta sa G.A. ng ECE Dept, sayang I wanted to meet new people pamandin. Second was sakto pagdating ko sa bahay, my 14 years old dog died na, well its good that she passed away kasi nahihirapan na din siya. Third was the Eraserheads concert has been canceled, I got frustrated on that, fu** them.

FINAL THOUGHT:
Nice night guys, I like our conversations. . .

Sparkles

Maiden so simple and kind
angelic aura that's hard to find
risen alike from Helen's bloodline
innocent, humble and mild
as beauty is shown from above

Jolting every human being to love
unfolding every eyes from slumber
deceiver and a head turner
enthusiastic, you have made me
alleviating every problems in thee

God sent angel from the heavens
aiding ones day from all burdens
so as intellect she poses
embracing every knowledge she needs
sparkling her perfection and identity

Andoy and his Best Friend

Somewhere in Milaor, Camarines Sur, there lived a fourth grader boy who

would follow this route to school everyday: He has to cross the rugged

plains and cross the dangerous highway where vehicles are recklessly

driving to and from.

Once past this highway, the boy would take a short cut, passing by the

Church every morning just to say Hi to God, and faithfully say

his, "Magandang umaga po" in Bicol dialect. He was faithfully being

watched by a Priest who was happy to find innocence so uplifting in the

morning,

"Kamusta, Andoy? Papasok ka na?"

"Opo padre ... "he would flash his innocent grin, the priest would be

touched. He was so concerned that one day he talked to Andoy.

"From school...", he advised "Do not cross the highway, you can

pass through the Church and I can accompany you to the other side of the

road...that way I can see that you are home safe...."

"Thank you father ... "

"Why don't you go home ... why do you stay in

this church right after school?"

"I just want to say 'Hi' to my friend, God," and the priest

would leave the boy to spend time beside the altar,

talking to himself, but the priest was hiding behind the altar to listen

to what this boy has to say to his heavenly FATHER.

"You know my math exam was pretty bad today, but I did not cheat although

my seatmate is bullying me for notes... I ate one cracker and drank my

water, Itay had a bad season and all I can eat is this cracker.

Thank you for this! I saw a poor kitten who was hungry and I know how he

feels so I gave my last cracker to him ... funny but I am not that hungry.

Look, this is my last pair of slippers ...I may have to walk barefoot next

week, you see this is about to be broken... but it is okay....at least I am

still going to school.... Some say we will have a hard season this month,

some of my classmates have already stopped going to school .... please help

them get to school again, please God?

...Oh, you know, Inay hit me again, it is painful, but I know this pain

will pass away, at least I still have a mother.... God, you want to see my

bruises? I know you can heal them.... Here... here and .... oh ...blood

...I guess you knew about this one huh? Please don't be mad at Inay, she

is

just tired and she worries for the food in our table and my schooling that

is why she hits us....Oh, I think I am in love ... there's this pretty girl

in my class, her

name is Anita ... do you think she will like me? Anyway, at least I know

you will always like me, I don't have to be anybody just to please you, you

are

my very best friend! Hey your birthday is two days from now!!! Aren't you

excited? I am! Wait till you see, I have a gift for you . but it is a

surprise! I hope you will like it! Oooops, I have to go ..." then he stood

up and calls out, "Padre, padre, I am finished talking to my friend ....

youcan accompany me to the other side of the road now"

This routine happens everyday. Andoy never fails. Father Agaton shares this

every Sunday to the people in his church because he has not seen a very

pure faith and trust in God, a very positive look at negative situations.

One Christmas day, Father Agaton was sick so he could not make it in the

Church, he was sent to the hospital. The Church was left to 4 manangs who

would chant the rosary in 1000 miles per hour, would not smile and would

always find fault in what you do, they were also very well versed in cursing

if you irritate them! They were kneeling, saying their kilometric rosary

when Andoy, coming from his Christmas party,playfully dashed in.

"Hello God! I ......"

"P----!! (a curse) bata ka!! Alam mo nang may nagdadasal!! Alis!!"

Poor Andoy was so terrified, "Where's Father Agaton? He is supposed to

help me cross the street ... and to be able to cross the street I will

have

to pass by the back door of this church .not only that, I have to greet

Jesus. It is His birthday, I have a gift right here....

" Just as he was about to get the gift out of his shirt, the manang pulled

his shirt and threw him out of the church. "Susmaryosep! !! (does the sign

of the cross fervently) Alis kang bata ka, kung hindi matatamaan ka!!!

So the boy had no choice but to cross the dangerous side of the road in

front of the church. He crossed. A fast moving bus came in.

There was a blind curve. The boy was protecting his gift inside his

shirt,

so he was not looking. There was so little time. Andoy died on the spot. A

lot of people crowded the poor boy, the body of a lifeless young boy ...

Suddenly, out of nowhere a tall man in a pure white shirt and pants, a

face so mild and gentle, but with eyes full of tears... He came and carried

the boy in His arms. He was crying. Curious bystanders nudged the man in

white, and asked,

"Excuse me sir, are you related to this child?

Do you know this child?"

The man in white, His face mourning and in agony, looked up and

answered,

"He was my best friend . " was all he said. He took the badly

wrapped gift in the bloody chest of the lifeless boy, and placed it near

His heart.

He stood up and carried the boy away and they both disappeared in sight.

The crowd was curious ...

On Christmas Eve, Father Agaton learned of the shocking news. He visited

the house, and wanted to verify about the man in white. He consulted the

parents of Andoy.

"How did you know that your son died?"

"A man in white brought him here." sobbed the mother. "What did

he say?"

The father answered, "He did not say anything. He was mourning. We do not

know him and yet he was very lonely about our son's death, as if he knew

our

son very well. But there was something peaceful and unexplainable about him.

He

gave me my son, and then he smiled peacefully. He brushed my son's hair

away from his face and kissed him on his forehead, then he whispered

something... "

"What did he say?"

"He said to my boy..." the father began, "Thank you for the gift

... I will see you soon ... you will be with me..." and the father

of the boy continued, "and you know for a while, it felt so

wonderful ... I cried, but I do not know why....all I know is I

cried tears of joy .... I could not explain it, Father, but when

that man left, something peaceful came over me, I felt a deep sense

of love inside ... I could not explain the joy in my heart, I knew

my boy is in heaven now but...tell me, Father, who is this man that my son talks to everyday in your church, you should know because you are always there ... except at the time of his death ......"Father Agaton suddenly felt the tears welling in his eyes, with trembling knees, he murmurred, " ... He was talking to no one .....

but .. GOD...

- Got it from Eli

Taking Me For Granted

Viewer's Discretion at this log:

If there is one thing I hate it is taking me for granted especially my efforts. I woke up at 1:30 am to review, supposedly, for my Algebra but seeing that I only had limited sources to review the lesson I'd skipped I moved on to my Chemistry. When I scanned on our activity from my manual it was one of my favorite experiments back then when I was still at MDC; Acid, Bases and Salts. I only left one question blank because we need an analysis and an observation on the salt. The rest was just balancing and finding the formula of the formed salts. Thanks to my chem book and the internet, I was able to double check if the salt I formulated was correct. But we were the second to pass our work, it will be suspicious if we passed our work 2 hours and 30 min before the class ended, so we let time pass by. But the mdaf***'n SOB insisted that I copied from the group who passed first, nagparinig pa ang walang hiya sa akin by scolding at the first group kung bakit daw sila nagpakopya. Pu** ka! Yung isa nga sa kanila nag ask kung pwede tulungan ko sila sa Aluminum Chloride na yan eh, where in fact I told them that it was easy and that they could do it on there own. Ta** In*, alam ko tong experiment na toh, nagawa ko na yan! At wala akong pakeelam kung kung na-una o nahuli ako, ang importante makita ng mga bulag mong mata na ginawa ko toh! Mangongopya ba ako sa isang tanong na alam ko na, bobo! Leche ka! Tapos pag mag lab lecture tayo sasabihin mo na pangalawa lang kami, na sumunod at nangopya kami, tan* In* ka! Balance ko pa yung equation on the spot sa muka mo, saksakin ko pa sa bibig mo yung mga lecheng acid na ginamit. Kung nangopya ako, sasabihin ko pa sayo kung kanino, isulat ko pa yung pangalan niya sa lab sheet all caps, engineering lettering.

Takte nasama pa ng pagka init ng ulo yung pagkawala ng libro ko sa Chem. Pucha talagang pag nasa mood ako naiingit sa akin yung tan* ina** malas na yan! Maayos na sana ang araw ko kung di lang umepal itong dalawang malas. Desperado ata itong malas na toh na patayin ako eh! Lahat na lang kinukuha sa akin kulang na lang ata eh pati buhay ko.

This day could have been a good day, nakita ko panaman sina Kuya Kim at Donita. Kung hindi lang laking epal itong malas na toh maayos na sana ang lahat, kahit maaga akong nagising, maganda naman yung pag bangon ko.

I won't forever hold on to my other side, I've been carrying this other character of mine back then and I am fully rejecting it ever since I shifted by always starting anew, doubling my efforts, waking up as early as before dawn and studying hard. Now if you are jealous on what and where I am in, you could kiss my a**, because I've been through hell before entering this University and I can say that I deserve being here. I am happy of my new life, anyone or anything against it, back the fu** up!

Taking Me For Granted

Viewer's Discretion at this log:

If there is one thing I hate it is taking me for granted especially my efforts. I woke up at 1:30 am to review, supposedly, for my Algebra but seeing that I only had limited sources to review the lesson I'd skipped I moved on to my Chemistry. When I scanned on our activity from my manual it was one of my favorite experiments back then when I was still at MDC; Acid, Bases and Salts. I only left one question blank because we need an analysis and an observation on the salt. The rest was just balancing and finding the formula of the formed salts. Thanks to my chem book and the internet, I was able to double check if the salt I formulated was correct. But we were the second to pass our work, it will be suspicious if we passed our work 2 hours and 30 min before the class ended, so we let time pass by. But the mdaf***'n SOB insisted that I copied from the group who passed first, nagparinig pa ang walang hiya sa akin by scolding at the first group kung bakit daw sila nagpakopya. Pu** ka! Yung isa nga sa kanila nag ask kung pwede tulungan ko sila sa Aluminum Chloride na yan eh, where in fact I told them that it was easy and that they could do it on there own. Ta** In*, alam ko tong experiment na toh, nagawa ko na yan! At wala akong pakeelam kung kung na-una o nahuli ako, ang importante makita ng mga bulag mong mata na ginawa ko toh! Mangongopya ba ako sa isang tanong na alam ko na, bobo! Leche ka! Tapos pag mag lab lecture tayo sasabihin mo na pangalawa lang kami, na sumunod at nangopya kami, tan* In* ka! Balance ko pa yung equation on the spot sa muka mo, saksakin ko pa sa bibig mo yung mga lecheng acid na ginamit. Kung nangopya ako, sasabihin ko pa sayo kung kanino, isulat ko pa yung pangalan niya sa lab sheet all caps, engineering lettering.

Takte nasama pa ng pagka init ng ulo yung pagkawala ng libro ko sa Chem. Pucha talagang pag nasa mood ako naiingit sa akin yung tan* ina** malas na yan! Maayos na sana ang araw ko kung di lang umepal itong dalawang malas. Desperado ata itong malas na toh na patayin ako eh! Lahat na lang kinukuha sa akin kulang na lang ata eh pati buhay ko.

This day could have been a good day, nakita ko panaman sina Kuya Kim at Donita. Kung hindi lang laking epal itong malas na toh maayos na sana ang lahat, kahit maaga akong nagising, maganda naman yung pag bangon ko.

I won't forever hold on to my other side, I've been carrying this other character of mine back then and I am fully rejecting it ever since I shifted by always starting anew, doubling my efforts, waking up as early as before dawn and studying hard. Now if you are jealous on what and where I am in, you could kiss my a**, because I've been through hell before entering this University and I can say that I deserve being here. I am happy of my new life, anyone or anything against it, back the fu** up!