No Choice

SHOUT IT OUT:

I've been to our meeting last becuase naiisip ko din na hindi rin ako makaka review, so instead of wasting my time at the PC, I just spend it with my friends and with JC. Nakita ko yung kwarto ni partner, hehehe it was kinda childish but cute.

HOT SEAT:

Issues are again uprising with you! Talagang wala kanang paki sa sarili at reputasyon mo, noh! Despite of the warnings and requests I gave you. It's your call, ako I am just doing what I think is right. Pare new year na! Pwede ba, change for the better, ha! Matanong nga kita kung bakit ka nan dito ha!? Is it for yourself, for your friends, for your girls or for Him?

LAST THOUGHTS:

When I got home last night, I was thinking how would I review all of these exmas in such a short time left. Then again it hit me again; the thoughts of regreting everything. But I right now I can't do anything about it, it got me depressed. Right all I can do about it is just ignore it and face the fact that I've made such a diffucult decision and sacrifice. I never really liked it from the start, I never knew that I'll be here instead of focusing to the thing that I have interest, edge and specialty. I guess turning back right now would be stupid. But I find it awkward that I've to the point of shifting or transferring so many times and yet nothing happened. I guess I am really placed here. "Prioritize your studies!", "Mag-aral ka ng mabuti!", "You are the one who will bring your family a better future." These are the words that I always get from my parents. But I told them "Walang sisihan if I didn't make it." Everything that I do now is by force, napipilitan lang ako to do it for them. Pati yung environment of people I am in, nagkakapa pa ako a bit to be with them. So there is no turning back for me now, I'll soon have our clinical uniform and ang layo na ng nararating ko. So I have no choice, but to be obidient.